It's a new year, and it came in the way the last went out, without them. 2012 is gone and I'm glad. Even though any day is a day to choose to change things, it just seems fitting to use the new year. I'm finding that I don't know my girls much any more. I do but I don't. They're growing up and their needs and desires change and I guess I need to get used to the fact that I'm not all they need anymore. That's a tough thing to swallow. We've been growing apart for a while and it's killing me. My promise is to spend more time with them and to make every effort see more of them and to make each day count with them. I love you sweeties. TTP