A New Day

So the world didn't end on May 21st. It made some people think though. It made me think too, about the job I'm doing in leading you both to a life in Christ. I'm failing to some degree. I not sure of myself when I talk to you about it all. It's funny how when you talk to strangers or friends, it's a lot easier than talking to your family. It just shouldn't be that way. I hope that I have not and am not letting you down. I pray daily for the wisdom to give to you to help you find your way. It is your journey to make and that is the realization I have finally come to. I can't make you do or be something you're not. It is killing me to know that I really have no control in the matter. It's just the nature of a dad to be the protector and leader of his family. Even one as dysfunctional as ours sometimes seems to be. There is no greater love than a parent for their children. Hence the reason God sent His son to die for His other children. I've always told you both that there is no one who loves you more than me. That's not true. God does, and that's where I have learned to move out of the way and let Him work in your life. I will continue to do the best I can and to try and live as an example of love for Him and you. TTP