Birthday

It was her birthday on Monday, the youngest that is. Looking forward to a visit from all the family, especially the oldest daughter.  I got a hug and a how are you. Tension is stressed to say the least. I really miss her. I just keep hoping she will find her way to see that all the things I've been doing is for her best interest. I love her so much. I need her to make better choices for herself. She has this idea that just because you were friends with someone, that it means your friends to the end. The end is when they lead you down the wrong road and care about you anymore. J you have to find yourself and begin leading your own life. This has to be about you right now until you get back to a better place and solid ground for your feet. I love you sweet heart. Dad